the end of me

i wanted to say all this from quite long time....didnt want to say all this to someone personally.
i wanted to SAY !!!

I expected very little from very few people in my life. Now i have been given reason to expect even less from fewer people.

When Friends dont take your side and call themselves "diplomatic".....silently label them "traitor" instead.

When someone tell me that they love me, that they would never hurt me...I assumed not betraying me, lying to me, avoiding me etc. comes with the package.
Apparantley...it doesnt.

last and least

Sometimes i feel that one tragic day, my own thoughts will be the end of
me